Final Thoughts

I'm fit to be tied.

I should have just lied.

The truth doesn't heal,

it's not always real.

You don't want to know

so I should just go.

Does it matter at all?

I'm up against the wall.

I'm damned if I do,

according to you,

and damned if I don't

so I probably won't.

I'll never feel happy.

(Wow, that sounds so sappy.)

Why even try?

Maybe just say goodbye?

I wait for bedtime.

I wait for time to pass.

I wait for tomorrow

and hope good times last.

I hope for a better day.

I hope for a better way.

I hope for happiness

and can't accept anything less

I hope and I hope

But I just can't cope

because it's just another day

but it's all the same way.

Each day is so much pain

I don't want to do again.

I wait for it to end...

for everything to end...

It has to stop right now

or I won't make it anyhow.

It has to stop

before I drop.

Maybe I should,

I probably could.

I've had it rough,

it is too tough,

so I'll just give in.

I will never win.

Just let it be,

say goodbye to me.